RI, Extended Essay

Our Extended Essay write up is in two days, and this week I've been freaking out about it so much. I haven't been able to think properly since I was panicking about not having a title yet, so what I did was a massive research about finding titles which I did, titles that even don't interest me, but I just though"doesn't matter, haven't got a choice any more, it's too late!" I regret so much for not having thought about this earlier and I do hope this will teach me a good lesson to not leave everything for last minute. I've always been able to find a solution to "escape" these kind of problems but for this one, I really take the Extended Essay seriously which is why I keep freaking out about it. I will have to work on my organization skills which I am TERRIBLE at, I have nothing that motivates me for doing this EE!!!!! I am so upset about it, I thought it would be really interested doing this project and everything...

I really appreciate all the help I am getting from my supervisor. At the start of year 12 when everyone started talking about how hard the extended essay was (especially the year 13, and lots of them warned me to start early and get as much help from the supervisor). Of course, as I always do, I thought :" Naaah this isn't a big deal, better focus on my 6 IB subjects instead of this essay!" And as usual, I was wrong to think that. It seems as I can ,ever take someone's advice given to me, I always have to experience the dangers and stress to figure out my own weaknesses and strengths, I don't know why, maybe it's not just me, but I'm that type of persons that doesn't anything until I've experienced it.

However, I am super motivated for this RI! I already have my idea and title for it, so it's all good! Besides, I've done most of the research about it as well, which I am happy and confident about. It also relieves all stress, fiou!

I am happy with my self I can keep up blogging my theatre week  every week, I expected my self to miss out the blogging since I have quite a lot of work and everything, and I apologize if I don't write as much as before though! But hey, "Ce qui compte c'est la qualité pas la quantité!" (don't know how to translate it in English, but it's a French expression I use all the time :p )